She preferred to remain on her own with flowers and music,and maybe a book.Enclosed in a strange silence,waiting for someone to call her up and to let the world pursue its own course./School has destroyed a lot in me.No school would keep me,and no course of instruction did I last for long.(他们希望别人永远是原来的面貌,他们指责我缺乏现实的感觉。)